help

last week or so i have been having night mares, off when my ex borther in law started to come out with mental disorder, it was very hard for me to cope with this, and even worse for my sister, i had left home and moved in with them, as i was only in year 11 at the time i helped took care of kids and the house they had as they were always working day night, they both had good jobs with patrick being high up in steggles, and also having a food bussiness and melissa in the teacher dep and also a thai resturant.

i can remember patrick flying of the handle and melissa and i use to pay for it, i use to be bashed and brused all over me and my sister had to put her make up over it to cover it, i was working as well.

in the end melissa love was going away from him and everything went worst.

one night he had put me and melissa in hospital for 2 weeks and she had nearly lost her baby over it.

its so hard for me and i dont know what to do, all i want is the night mares to go away

last night i went to bed and cried my slef to sleep